numb

i think i have gone numb. or i've lost the emotions of a woman and turned into a guy.
but don't get me wrong.. i'm not turning into a guy.. it's just that the feelings and reactions in a relationship is that of a guy's..

so, how are guys in a relationship?! apathetic. (okay, so, not all are, but most)

or maybe my guard is just up.. but when you love, don't you have yourself susceptible to hurt and pain?!

waaaah!! i'm starting to confuse myself..

it's like, i'm starting to make a point and then, i would contradict myself..

haaay.. i need time to think, but i don't want to! i think it would drive me crazier!